I know, I suck!

I haven’t blogged in ages. I’ve just been so busy and life’s been so chaotic both boy trouble and not and college and not.

My parents recently decided that I don’t have to go to college next year. YaY! I’m completely thrilled about that. I’m taking a gap year, me dad’s gettting me a job in the media and then for the next six months I might be in Australia!
So, since all that’s happening I don’t have to worry about college apps anymore. Well until end of next year or middle of next year. LOL I had to postpone my SAT’s twice now cuz of all the madness. The first time I did it’, i’d been cramming in the night before, in October and then I ended up getting up, looking at the clock, saying “screw it” and going back to bed. Then I did more or less the same thing at the beginning of november, but that was more the reason so I could go to a party the night before the SAT’s.

I know, I know, you must be thinking, wtf, this girl has no goals in life, she’s totally going to fail at life and blah blah blah, well, that’s not the case. I know what I want to do, and I’m going to go ahead and get it, just not now.
I need to get a taste of the world before I go on to my major. My parents are giving me that opportunity, and I really want to take it. I’ve been so mollicodled by my parents that my will to assert my independence has slowly started to deteriorate. I dunno, I just feel that, if I don’t learn some way of asserting my independence before I go of to a complete foreign country and start my life their with no will of my own, then i’m really going to be in a pickle.

Anyhow, i’ve been completely gutted by a guy i’ve been infatuated with. I’m getting over it though. I realized the only reason I actually liked him was because he liked me, and so, I felt that If he likes me I should like him too, plus he’s really cute, so, I thought why not. But I’ve slowly come to realise that I was more infatuated the the fact that he found something appealing about me, not that I actually liked him or anything. Soooo, it’s all good!

I’m watching Angus, Thongs, and Full Frontal Snogging atm. It’s such an awesome movie, hilarious too!
I totally recommend it for the teenage soul, hahaha!

Anyways I bought a new site just an FYI, back in September. It’s all up and everything, I just have to add content to the rest of the pages and what not. I’m not sure what I should use it for exactly, I think i’m going to use it for my personal blogging and this site will be more of a site blog blahdiblah tooodalooo thing.

Blarghh, I don’t know what else to say. Me mate, Maddie, is leaving back to Australia in december I’m awfully gutted ’bout that! It’s been sooo much fun having her back in Qatar and in ASD (me school). I’ve picked up soo much of her habits hahaha. Its brilliant! Most of me mates joined this facebook group called I’m sexually inappropriate with my friends, but i’m actually not gay It describes all of us, perfectly!

I’m actually enjoying life these days apart from the boy trouble of it and the whole becoming and adult prospect.

Other than that, lifes been fun! Oh I already turned 18, last month to be exact, on Oct 2^nd. Twas horrid, but bahhh ive never really been into birthdays anyway.

I think i’m still a wee bit tipsy from last night, me mates and I hung out at another mates house and me and mate, Helena got extremely tipsy over wine. We had four glasses of wine, and I mean actual glass tumblers, not those wine glasses. Then we watched disney movies and sang to the songs everytime they popped up. It was hilarious!!

We watched Swan Princess, and then we kept analyzing the scenes cuz we were so high and got into a discussion about Moses and Jesus walking on water since Odette was “walking on water” too if you look closely. And we also talked about how Rothbart looks a lot like our AP Literature teacher. It was quite amusing. Towards the end of the movie however we all wanted to dance, waltz to be exact, and since one of our mates were sleeping the number was uneven so haha people were fighting over me to dance with. I was quite chuffed.

Ahhhh, life is fantastic at times!!!

I hope everyone’s been having as much an awesome time as I have.
Let me know what’s been going on with ya’ll!

love to all!!

xo xo

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